Well...never saw this coming but here I am. I have become a homeschooling mom! Folks have done this for eons but as a former public school teacher never ever thought it would be me.
We love our neighborhood school and our community. Sadly, Sarah's needs were not going to be met there this year. Thankfully I have friends that are honest and forthcoming with their experiences. Their experiences and loss encouraged them to protect other kiddos. For them I am grateful. And then there is the "B" word. Bullying is another topic for another day. Remind me later.
So without a double income, private school was out, public school led to sobs from Sarah so home we are. Day one is a total success. We accomplished a ton! Sarah is happy and I am thrilled.
I am blessed to be able to stay home with my kiddos. It is not easy financially but it was a sacrifice we were willing to make. So while this was supposed to be my "easier year" with Joshua heading off to school I am so grateful to be able to do this for Sarah.
So now I am in serious slow down mode. No more running errands all over in the am...gotta teach. No more chatting on the phone...gotta teach. No more playing useless computer games...gotta teach. Today I was more present with my kiddos than I have been in quite some time (Yes, I am ashamed). Teaching Sarah looks to be teaching me. Slow down, spend time, giggle, eat buttered noodles, and read a book because you can and should.
My front door is open if you are up for coffee but please excuse me if I walk away to teach for a bit.
<3
Michelle
congratulations to you! I hope that the year continues to go well for you and your family!
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